TODAY WAS THE LAST STRAW,I WILL NOT HELP PEOPLE OUT OF THE GOODNESS OF MY HEART ANYMORE.NOR WILL I LET PEOPLE MAKE ME FEEL GUILTY,BAD OR RESPONSIBLE FOR THEIR PROBLEMS OR MISTAKES.I HAVE HAD IT.
I TRIED TO HELP A FAMILY MEMBER OUT WITH A PROBLEM ONLY FOR THEM TO BECOME NASTY AND INSOLENT TO ME.
HERES WHAT HAPPENED
MY SISTER-IN-LAW NEEDED A MUSICAL INSTRUMENT FOR HER 11 YEAR OLD.BUT COULD NOT AFFORD THE $2OO PLUS,FOR THE INSTRUMENT. I WAS ABLE TO FIND ONE FOR HER THROUGH MY FUTURE SON-IN-LAW. THE LADY WHO HAD IT AT WANTS $50.00 FOR IT. MY SISTER-IN-LAW NOW SAID SHE HAS TO HAVE THE MUSIC TEACHER CHECK IT OUT,AND GET THE GO AHEAD FROM HER HUSBAND BEFORE SHE WILL PAY THE $50.00 AND IF ITS NOT THE BEST SHE WILL RETURN IT!!! PLUS,SHE HAD AN ATTITUDE BECAUSE I DIDN'T GET IT FOR NOTHING....UGH!!!!!!

AND I SEEM TO BE GETTING ATTACKED VERBALLY FROM EVERYONE, FIX THIS -FIX THAT,I NEED THIS -I NEED THAT!!! WELL,...... THE ONLY ANSWER COMING OUT OF MY MOUTH FOR NOW ON IS..........NO!!!!!!

AFTER 9/11. I THINK WE ALL BECAME DIFFERENT IN ONE WAY OR ANOTHER.I NEVER FELT CAREFREE ANYMORE. EVERYONE'S SENSE OF SAFETY AND INNOCENCE WAS FOREVER CHANGED....
NOW WE ARE CREATING A WAY OF LIVING TO INCLUDE THE EVERYDAY THREAT HANGING OVER OUR HEADS. THIS NEVER BECAME MORE CLEAR THAN THIS WEEKEND.
MY YOUNGEST WAS INVITED TO SEVERAL PARTIES AND GATHERINGS,I ASKED HER HOW IT FELT TO SPEND THE WEEKEND SINGING AND DANCING,HAVING FUN.
HER REPLY! " I GOT TO BE KID,IT REMINDED ME HOW I FELT BEFORE THE ATTACKS ON 911!!!!!!" GEEZ..........

AND HOW'S THAT FOR REALITY MR.BUSH!

YIKES THIS WALKING PROGRAM IS KICKING MY BEHIND..TONITE I WALKED 4 MILES. IT WAS GREAT THE FIRST 2,BUT BY THE END OF THE THIRD I WAS DRAGGING AND THE FOURTH I WANTED TO CALL A TAXI! BUT...ITS PART OF MY PHYSICAL THERAPY FOR MUSCLE AND CORE STRENGHTH AFTER THE SUMMER OF RECOVERY. THE DR.S ARE SAYING ONE YEAR OF THERAPY. I HAVE SOME LEG STAMINA BACK AND CAN STAND FOR LONGER PERIODS OF TIME AND I'M SLEEPING SOOOOOOOOO MUCH BETTER I'M DOWN 5 PANT SIZES ,3 SHIRT SIZES AND SOMEONE CALLED ME TINY YESTERDAY!! WOOT!! I WAS A 1X AT SUMMERS START AND I'M NOW A 11 JR.

I TAKE THE DOGS ON MY WALK,THEY KEEP ME FOCUSED,AND ADD WEIGHT TO KEEP THEM IN LINE,I ALSO HAVE TO WALK QUICKLY SO THEY EXPEL ENERGY AND DON'T GET DISTRACTED. TO HELP ME WITH MY DOG WALKING I FOLLOW THE SHOW DOG WISPERER AND HIS INSTRUCTIONS WORK MIRACLES. I HAVE BECOME THE ALPHA PACK LEADER!!!

I STARTED HELPING MY HUSBAND TONY ON HIS SIDE JOB,HES BUILDING A LOG CABIN.THIS IS FOR OUR PASTOR AND I LOVE GOING TO HIS LAND.ITS SO PEACFUL AND QUITE UP THERE.

DO ANY OF YOU HAVE EXPERIENCES WITH FIGHTING BACK FROM A DEBILITAING ILLNESS OR ACCIDENT?? TIPS WOULD HELP.

LOVE JUNEBUG


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AS I HAD POSTED THE DREADED FALL CLEANING HAS BEGUN,I ONLY DO A LITTLE BIT EACH DAY AS THERE IS ALOT TO DO. TO GET THRU THIS DREADED PROCESS I PUT ON THE IPOD AND AS I CLEAN I DANCE AND SING.BUT ALONG WITH THIS HAS COME A FEW SURPRISES.I DON'T FEEL AS DOWN AS I DID,I'M SLEEPING ANYWHERE FROM 6 TO 8 HRS.A BIG CHANGE FROM LAST YEARS 7 DAY STRETCHS OF INSOMINIA AND I'M DROPPING WEIGHT AND JEAN SIZES!! AMEN

GET UP AND DANCE AND LOOSE YOUR PANTS!!!!!!! JUNEBUG
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