ANOTHER WEEK-END OF PROJECTS, THIS I LOVE.MY HUSBAND AND I HAVE BEEN TACKLING WAY OVER DUE PROJECTS AROUND THE HOUSE AND YARD,IT IS REALLY SPRUCING UP. MY WASHER WENT ON THE KLINK A FEW WEEKS BACK,I HAVE TO PLAY AROUND WITH THE AGITATOR TO GET IT TO WORK,SO WITH THE HELP FROM GOD,MY HUSBAND DID A SIDE JOB AND HOPEFULLY WE HAVE ENOUGH MONEY FOR A NEW ONE. UNTIL THEN,I HAVE TO DO EACH LOAD AT LEAST TWICE TO GET THE CLOTHES CLEAN. MY PATIENCE WITH THIS IS WEARING THIN.AND I CRINGE AT THE WASTE OF WATER.BUT I CANNOT AFFORD THE LAUNDRY MAT AT $2.50 A LOAD.
I WENT SHORT SHOPPING THIS IS ON THE SAME LEVEL AS BATHING SUIT SHOPPING BRA SHOPPING AND JEANS SHOPPING WTF??
YOU KNOW, I WISH GUYS WOULD JUST ONCE REALLY APPRECIATE THE FACT THAT US LADIES GO THROUGH HELL TO LOOK HALF WAY GOOD.SO,ANY WAY...I FOUND A CUTE PAIR OF CAPRI'S AND GOT THEM AT A BARGAIN. I'M DOWN 2 SIZES FROM LAST SUMMER
THE DOC'S ESTIMATE I WILL BE AT GOAL WEIGHT BY DECEMBER. 115LBS TO 120LBS.(gee,i hope so) YAHOOOOO
IN TOTAL,IF THIS HAPPENS IT WILL MEAN A 55LB WEIGHT LOSS.
WALMART IS CLOSING ,BUT FRANKLY,I'LL BE GLAD NOT TO HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE WEIRDO'S THAT HANG AROUND THE AREA,WAITING FOR BUSES. THE WALMART IS A HOP.SKIP AND JUMP FROM MY HOUSE.SO THIS WILL CUT DOWN ON TRAFFIC IN MY NEIGHBORHOOD.
NOW,MY BOOBOO OF THE DECADE.....DRUM ROLL PLEASE.... I WAS TYPING A LETTER TO A POTENTIAL CUSTOMER.REMEMBER MY COMPANY SELLS COMMERCIAL WALL CLOCKS AND TIME SYSTEMS TO HOSPITALS,THE GOVERNMENT ETC...WELL. I ASKED A CLIENT IF SHE WANTED A SPEC SHEET ON A 36" CLOCK..EXCEPT....I LEFT OUT THE "L"!!! MY GOD!!! WHY??? SPELL CHECK DIDNOT CATCH IT AFTER ALL C.O.C.K. WAS SPELLED RIGHT.
THE CUSTOMER CALLED LAUGHING AND SAID,SHE WANTED TO ORDER 3..!! GOD HELP ME!! WHATS WORSE IS,THIS IS HOW I DESCRIBED IT." A STATE OF THE ART,OUTDOOR,WATERPROOF,SHATTER RESISTANT,36" C.O.C.K (THE "L" LEFT OUT.)
I'm really starting to feel like my oldself.The last 4 years had really taken a toll on my body and mind. I had gained 35Lbs from meds,and My strenghth went to hell,along with my mind.But ater endless prayers.It looks like i'm on my way!!! It has been 3 months now that i'm back to work. And every day i add things to do.I have lost 7lbs. And my clothes are fitting better,my skin looks better and i'm sleeping.
In the old days,i danced and loved to have weekend adventures,I'm getting back to doing that.Tommorow i will do yard work and then see if my daughter cheyenne would like yo go on a nature hike.
SO, LET ME TELL YA WHAT HAPPENED. Friday morning started a string of events that would test the patience of Job, and I had had enough. I let he man above have it, now don't get me wrong i was not cursing like a sailor. But boy did I let loose.
Then after this, i continued with my cleaning and again i started talking again and basically said something to this "I HAVE ALWAYS HAD FAITH IN YOU, WHEN a lot OF PEOPLE WOULD HAVE DOUBTED YOU!,SO NOW ITS YOUR TURN. PROVE YOURSELF"
NOW, i half expected to get hit with a lightning bolt, a brick something...but in a strange way i felt some releif. A very short time went by, and HE PROVED HIMSELF. My husband is a very selfish man when it comes to affection,iam Lucky if I get a hug or kiss every few weeks, sometimes a couple moths go by. Well after my screamin Match, I went outside to the garage to see what Tony wanted to do about dinner. He sat down at the picnic table and leaned over and not only held me, but held me for a good twenty minutes. No words were exchanged.(mainly because i was in shock) But here was the kicker, i had this yelling match with god,solely to myself, it was not outloud. My husband stands up after holding me and says "GOD TOLD ME YOU NEEDED A HUG!"
Well,i took a huge risk,after 17 years of being a bottle blond,i switched it up. I dyed my hair a mocha color,well i have natural red in my hair,so the highlights are copper and very shining.My husband and kids love it.As so does my neighbor.But im very nervous about work.There are a few immature nit wits there and i'm sure a nasty catty comment will be said. With the new hair,my complexion looks good and im not washed out.And my green eyes look so bright and greener than ever. So wish me luck with work My diet is continue to do ok,5lbs off in the last week.I have 35lbs to go. I given myself until december 08 for my goal weight. I can see my face is a little thinner and my belly a little flatter. I don't know if you guys remeber,i just dance to my ipod for excersise and walk the dogs. I stopped eating alot at night,and limit myself in the day.
I want so desperatly to write my book,but every time i start,i freeze up i need to get past this.
Work is ok, but there is alot of stress there do to the lack of sales.And i don't trust anyone i work with. I want to start putting a resume together and start looking around.
Easter was a horrible,horrible,horrible...i'm not gonna hash up the nasty details,but my family needs a major kick in the ass. Time to do some smack downs!!!
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THIS I LOVE.MY HUSBAND AND I HAVE BEEN TACKLING WAY OVER DUE PROJECTS AROUND THE HOUSE AND YARD,IT IS REALLY SPRUCING UP.
UNTIL THEN,I HAVE TO DO EACH LOAD AT LEAST TWICE TO GET THE CLOTHES CLEAN. 
MY PATIENCE WITH THIS IS WEARING THIN.AND I CRINGE AT THE WASTE OF WATER.BUT I CANNOT AFFORD THE LAUNDRY MAT AT $2.50 A LOAD.
THIS IS ON THE SAME LEVEL AS BATHING SUIT SHOPPING 
BRA SHOPPING 
AND JEANS SHOPPING 
WTF??
,BUT FRANKLY,I'LL BE GLAD NOT TO HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE WEIRDO'S THAT HANG AROUND THE AREA,WAITING FOR BUSES. THE WALMART IS A HOP.SKIP AND JUMP FROM MY HOUSE.SO THIS WILL CUT DOWN ON TRAFFIC IN MY NEIGHBORHOOD. 
NOW,MY BOOBOO OF THE DECADE.....DRUM ROLL PLEASE.... 
MY GOD!!! WHY??? 
JUNEBUG 
It has been 3 months now that i'm back to work. And every day i add things to do.I have lost 7lbs. And my clothes are fitting better,my skin looks better and i'm sleeping..gif)
