Now ladies and some gents,we all want to look youthful and thin.I learned a real big lesson this week and its costing me big time.
In my zest to be thin again,i have only been picking at tiny bits of food for weeks now.As the pounds come off the less im eating. Yesterday morning i was cleaning the yard,leaned over to move a 25lb bucket of spackle and blacked out.When i came to,i had the spackle bucket on my thighs and blood everywhere.I crawled inside,of course only one child home and she was on the second floor back bedroom still asleep.She had no idea the events that where going on.When i cleaned up,i saw the huge bruises showing on my thighs,legs and stomach.but could not figure out the sharp pain in my side.Upon undressing i looked in the full length mirror,to my horror a hole at least 3inches across full circle.no blood,just a huge gaping hole.a piece of the fence pole had went into my stomach.
To the E.R. I GO!!,Cheyenne now wide awake,crying and in the car looking terrified.On the phone with her father.He meets us at the E.R.Door and the nurse looks at my stomach and rushes me to the back.After head to toe xrays, blood taken,the wound cleaned and dressed.I was sent home on 1650mg of antibiotics, dressings and a hour with a nutrionist,i passed out do to low blood sugar. I could have been behind a wheel of a car!!!killed My kids,someonelse!!!
I got a big wake up call,yeah we all want to be a size 6.But at what price? its gonna cost me out of my pocket for meds,follow up dr. visits, dressing supplies!! And what kind of message did i send to my girls???
I also have to answer to our lord.for not taking care of my body and abusing it,and my vanity!!
ALL FOR WHAT!!!
If anyone learns from this it would be good.MY embarressment is terrible. I feel like a fool
JUNEBUG
