I'm really starting to feel like my oldself.The last 4 years had really taken a toll on my body and mind. I had gained 35Lbs from meds,and My strenghth went to hell,along with my mind.But ater endless prayers.It looks like i'm on my way!!! It has been 3 months now that i'm back to work. And every day i add things to do.I have lost 7lbs. And my clothes are fitting better,my skin looks better and i'm sleeping.

In the old days,i danced and loved to have weekend adventures,I'm getting back to doing that.Tommorow i will do yard work and then see if my daughter cheyenne would like yo go on a nature hike.

I have a ways to go,but i'm ALL MOST THERE!!!

Thank you heavenly Father.

Love Junebug

SO, LET ME TELL YA WHAT HAPPENED. Friday morning started a string of events that would test the patience of Job, and I had had enough.
I let he man above have it, now don't get me wrong i was not cursing like a sailor. But boy did I let loose.

Then after this, i continued with my cleaning and again i started talking again and basically said something to this "I HAVE ALWAYS HAD FAITH IN YOU, WHEN a lot OF PEOPLE WOULD HAVE DOUBTED YOU!,SO NOW ITS YOUR TURN. PROVE YOURSELF"

NOW, i half expected to get hit with a lightning bolt, a brick something...but in a strange way i felt some releif. A very short time went by, and HE PROVED HIMSELF.
My husband is a very selfish man when it comes to affection,iam Lucky if I get a hug or kiss every few weeks, sometimes a couple moths go by. Well after my screamin Match, I went outside to the garage to see what Tony wanted to do about dinner. He sat down at the picnic table and leaned over and not only held me, but held me for a good twenty minutes. No words were exchanged.(mainly because i was in shock)
But here was the kicker, i had this yelling match with god,solely to myself, it was not outloud. My husband stands up after holding me and says "GOD TOLD ME YOU NEEDED A HUG!"

I HUMBLY CONCEDE, HE PROVED HIMSELF

LOVE, JUNEBUG