Over the weekend, I was going to post an update of all that has been happening in my life the past month or so. To my dismay I started reading blogs trying to catch up and thought maybe i would write everyone and say hello.
What a shock i got when i counted at least no less than 7 blogs, that where full of arguments, bitterness, apparantent disagreements between bloggers. Sadness, attitudess and just pure negativity.

It is and still is all over the "stream". I don't know what all the disputes are about and I didn't think it was my business to try to fond out since i have not posted in such a long time.

I've decided once and for all to leave the stream. I have met a lot of people who are wonderul and have a great sense of friendship and love, I thank you for all the prayers,memeories, good laughs and holding my hand.

But, i think its time to move on. I will give you a quick catch up.
My oldest is slowling movong in with her boyfriend and wedding plans are being discussed. Cheyenne is finishing the 10th/11th grade and is working, she also is doing some work with her dad.
Amanda, to my shock and horror has moved back in with her biological parents after 8 years of fighting for custody. She says she would like to get to know them better. Cheyenne is devastated by this and has made it clear to Amanda she don't think she can go through this again, so I hope time will heal this wound.
My husband and I are doing good, we joined his work clubs. He started his new job and loves it. So in order to meet the families we joined several after work activites.

My health is slowly improving. I have 2 surgeries over the summer, but they are minor. Mostly having to improve strength and eating.

My husband got me a IPOD, I love it, at night i can listen to songs and relax.
I start having my nephew Leo one monday a month starting next month as a way to start getting back into life.
My oldest leaves for SOUTH CAROLINA May 2,3,4,5,6,7,8. Her boyfriends realitive is getting married and then they go to Cape Cod until August.

Well, i hope everyone has a wonderful summer, take care , godbless and i hope love , peace and tranquility come back to the "stream"

Love Junebug BUGS,BUGSEY

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Hello i hope this letter finds everyone in good health and hapiness.
It seems like it has been such a long time since last post.

I will try to catch you up, I'm very tired and in a huge amount of pain.But trying very hard to move forward.

The stomach is much worse and it takes me 30 minutes to a hour to eat three bites of solid food, the pain is terrible,along with other symptoms i don't want to gross you out.

My marriage is still on a slow steady improvement, my husband changed jobs , this has him in a new location away from the strip clubs,and etc. It does not gaurantee a compete change,but i'm feeling confident.
He bought me a car and a new wedding ring. Alot of people view this as a buy out. I don't. end of discussion.

My oldest is talking about moving out in aug, to live with boyfriends parents while he is away and then they will slowly move intogether and get married or reverse. We shall see.

I'm getting very tired and sore.
will right more hopefully later
Lots of love, live your life to the fullest, it is short
With love
Junebug

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I missed the tag game and I also have to catch up with comments and blogs, WHEW!!! SO,I WILL START WITH THE TAG GAME

5 THINGS I HEARD ANS HAVE NEVER FORGOT.

1. "WELL,I'LL BE DIPPED IN DONKEY SHIT"!! MY DAD WOULD ALWAYS SAY THIS WHEN HE WAS SURPRISED OR SHOCKED ABOUT SOMETHING. I NEVER ASKED HIM WHY HE SAID IT.IT WAS JUST APART OF HIS WAY OF TALKING.

2. "I LIKE YOUR BELT,NOW WHERE IS YOUR SKIRT"??...MY DAD ASKED ME THIS ONE TIME WHEN I WAS WEARING A MINI SKIRT

3. "I BROUGHT YOU INTO THIS WORLD AND I CAN TAKE YOU OUT". MY MOTHER WAS FAMOUS FOR THIS ONE

4." YOU HAD ME AT DONUT" . MY SECOND HUSBAND,JUST SAID THIS TO ME NOT TO LONG AGO,AFTER WATCHING JERRY MCGUIRE. WE HAD OUR FIRST "DATE" OVER COFFEE AND DONUTS.

5."THE ONLY WAY I WILL EVER LET THIS MARRIAGE END,IS ONE OF US LEAVES IN A BODY BAG". FIRST HUSBAND SAID THIS WHEN I TRIED TO RUN AWAY AFTER A ROUND OF HIM USING ME AS A PUNCHING BAG. SINCE HE COMMITED SUICIDE I GUESS HE KEPT HIS WORD.

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